"Cause i am psychic............. cause i love you"
Although she was glad to see him there and was very happy to hear him say those 3 words her initial reaction betrayed her. She still wasn't really ready to have him in her life yet. She awkwardly changed the subject to the weather. He felt her discomfort, but was determine to push forward.
"Charmaine, please..... please stop pushing me away, i don't care whether Ray is still in your heart, i do not need to own it 100% i would be satisfied with just 1%, because it means you have me, no matter how much i mean to you, you are still everything of mine"
He was grabbing her shoulders and starring straight at her by now, tears was starting to form, she didn't know how to react, but his following words changed her heart.
"What would have happened if the guy did not pull you out of you car in time? i might not have been able to see you, or tell to you anymore. Please just give me a chance, a chance to protect you, to love you, to care for you."
With that he pulled out a ring for her.
"Please at least give me this chance"
She starred back at him and smiled.
"Errrrmm..... are you going to just kill my shoulders or put on the ring for me?"
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"Oi, so did you hear what the doctor said?"
"Yes, yes, yes omg you are so long winded, becareful that no one wants to marry you in the future"
"What happened to you marrying me???"
"Huh?? you think i had a brain op or a heart op? I swear i never said such thing, are you sure you are not thinking about Desmond?"
"Very funny, who was the one that kept teasing him that if he doesn't want me he would be the one that would marry me instead?"
"Haha you gotta be kidding right? You treat those kind of jokes as serious jokes?"
"LOL..... you don't have to be so scared i was only kidding.... who would fall for such a kid like you?"
Somehow his words pierced through her heart, she didn't know why she felt that way? Was she really mixing him up with Des? Or was she really falling for him? She was getting really confused herself.
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People always said that happy times always fly by, she had to agree, since they left New York they decided to travel around, at first it was only US, then Kevin suggested hoping over to Europe, then he also wanted to explore Africa, they have been travelling non stop for more then 3 months. But she was very happy, Kevin loved her alot. He was very protective. He keeps saying that he would love her and only her forever. She never though that she could ever believe words from another man after the incident from Ray. But she did and because of this she actually began to despise Ray. For causing such pain.
But such thoughs were only instrumental. They only came when she was alone, which was rarely the case becuase Kevin was like super glue which was stuck to her permenantly, and she loved that feeling, she was scared that like Ray if she allowed too much freedom to Kevin he too, might change.
He was talking on the phone right now, she was wondering who was he talking to. He sounded very polite . She wondered whether it was a girl. After all he is wealthy, handsome and smart. Surely he must have a lot of admirers. She began to wonder why he actually liked her, after all shes just so normal. Was he playing with her? The phone call finally ended. She realise she was so fickle. One second she says that Kev loves her a lot but the next second her security levels are down the drain.
"Who was that? Was it a girl?"
Sensing her insecurity he decided to play a joke on her.
"Yeap it was, and also a very very pretty one"
"What did she want?"
"She asked me for a date."
"And did you agree to it?"
"Yeah, i did"
He is really playing her, her happy times are really about to end. She decided that no matter what she is not going to cry in front of him. But emotions were uncontrolable, she began to felt her eyes sting.
Suddenly he realised that he might have stepped over the line. He began to panick
"Hey i was only joking, it was my care taker. Please don't cry. You know you are the only one that i love now and forever. I promised myself that i would never ever want to see you cry ever again."
"You are so evil!!!! i hate you....... why are you laughing??"
"Because i know that you are jealous of my caretaker which means you love me"
"Evil!!!!!......by the way why did you caretaker call you??"
"Oh its my dads 60th Birthday next weekend we would have to go back to celebrate with him, plus i think its time that i show you to my dad"
"Hmmm...... well i think its about time that we call an end to this holiday as well."
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Brrr Brr
"Wow Mum, what makes you call me??? You haven't done that in ages"
"How dare you even say that, you are the one that NEVER EVER CALL ME!!!, so where is my precious darling now?"
"In America, so what makes her royal highness pick up the phone?"
"Its ur step-dads 60th Birthday next week, i expect you to be home. You haven't been in Hong Kong for like 6 months already!!!!, the last time i spoke to you you told me you had an emergency and had to go to US!!!!, I don't care i want to see you next week k...... you know how much your uncle misses you"
"HAHA ok ok, since his royal highness misses me so much, her humble peasent would be honoured to make an appearance"
"Stop joking with me k, i am serious"
"Its my pleasure, ok mum i will come back no worries, but i gtg now, ttyl k, Bye"
As she put down her phone, Leila turned to Ray.
"Heiz.... mums asking me to go back, and i am not leaving you alone so.....you are coming along"
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