Betrayal
~ Love is whatever you can still betray ... Betrayal can only happen if you love. ~
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Doctor: i am fear the worst that we have anticipated have happened
Leila: Yoo.....u...... mean that hes going to go?????? BUT I though you said he at least had a few more months before his heart will totally fail?????
Doctor: His heart for the moment is still working, i am going to put in a pace maker to make sure that it won't stop, but that won't last long he has to go to US to do the operation
Leila: But with his condition right now, you said that he won't be fit enough to handle it, his body won't be able to recover from it
Doctor: Well we have no choice now, i am going to make the arrangements necessary for the trip to US, i am afraid you will have to go with him. He consented to you being his medical proxy if he did ever fall into such a critical condition, so its up to you to make the decision now
Leila: OK, when should we go then
Doctor: I shall arrange for him to fly tommrow, btw he told me to give this to you, if this ever happens
Leila: ok ok whatever you say, i just hope that he recovers asap
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Oi! Haha, if you are reading this letter right now it probably means i am dying and i can't talk to you anymore, well i hope i have done what needs to be done. If i do die just let Charmaine think i am a Bastard, don't ever tell her what happened to me, she would be happier without me in her life.
Secondly if i do die please bury me next to Des i miss him :) PLUS i don't want you to have to go to two places everyyear right ;)
last but not least i made a will, you shall be my estate excutor, the lawyer would tell you what my plans ar. Sorry to have to trouble you again, hope this will be the last time i would have to trouble you ever again
Love:Ray
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She could no longer hold back her tears, 2 years ago Desmond left speechless, Raymond made sure he did not make the same mistake of Des, he made sure that he had everything of his sorted out. Plus it was typical of him, he needs to make sure that everybody was happy and settled before he could leave, She felt that she has an obligation to save him. She know that they would be coming back together. BOTH OF THEM.
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Whilst sitting in his office Kevin felt really really pissed, he was just scolded by his so called sister for the mismanging of a sale and purchase contract which could have cost the company at least $1 million dollars as well as the reputational lost. His sister was however lucky enough to stop it from going through before his dad killed him, and as a result he received a blast from her right in front of everyone. However he was also worried at the same time, the document was suppose to be prepared by Charmaine and that he know that she would never ever make such a mistake, and when he found out that Charmaine actually did not do it but instead was given to another lawyer from her team to do it he found it even more wierd, since she was a very responsible person and that she would not do that.
Plus she was not answering her phones and no one from the office was seems to be able to contact her. He tried calling "their" office only to find that no one was picking up the phone. He decided to make a trip to her home, and found that no one was at home. He began to really really worry. But he had a dinner appointment with a client so he decided to come back again to look for her after that.
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She felt cheated, used and decieve. It was the first time in her life that she invested so much upon one person, wait...... not invested because with an investment you aimed for a return. She had loved him, she had wanted to be with him forever and ever, have kids, grow old, and see them marry. But NO!!!!!! HE CHEATED HER FEELINGS!!!! She totally did not know what to do. The rational her told herself that she had to live a life which is better without him....... prove to him that she did not needed him.
BUT HOW?? she did need him, she wants him, she dare not call him for the sake that the other women might actually pick up the phone, she dare not wait outside his house for the fact that she feared that she might see them together, she needed to talk to him in person and ONLY HIM. She therefore texted him
" I need to talk to you, see you tommorow at 8pm at our place"
But he did not turn up, she had waited the whole night, He had dumped her. He had seriously left.
For the first time in her life she seriously felt like getting drunk, she really did not want to have any feelings for all the feelings that are left in her heart are sadness, pain and torture. She needed to get herself happy. She decided to go clubbing, of course with her looks and a bit of make up she had no problem attracting attention, she danced the night away and at the extreme level even got some drugs off this junkie, it was nothing that bad just some mild heroin, which one course made her happy.
On the other hand the guy though he had landed on a catch tonight and proceeded to bring her home when he suddenly felt a jerk and as well as a punch that left him sprawling on the floor.
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He saw her drunk and with a guy that had bastard written on his forehead, he didn't know why but his initial reaction was that he had to save her, and save her he did, he punched him and dragged her away and buzzed off in his car. In the car Charmaine was laughing like mad, she seemed happier then usual and this was beginning to worry him, he decided to send her home and when she realised that she attempted to jump out from the car. He was really scared he had never ever seen her like this before. But decided on the better side to send her home.
When they finally reached she wouldn't get out of the car, he had to practically dragged her out and carry her to her flat, the security guard was looking at him wierdly. But atlast they reached the house, he fiddled around her bag for the key and when they were finally in, he settled her on the bed and went to get a hot towel.
When he returned she was missing, the door closed with a loud bang and suddenly she was kissing him.
Kevin: Charmaine you are drunk, you dunno what you are doing
Charmaine: I totally know what i am doing, i know you always wanted to have me all along and tonight i am giving myself to you and you don't want me?
Kevin: I love you.......... But....... we shouldn't be doing this......
Charmine: Shuttup, if you want me to be happy then just do as i say
Kevin resisted at first he knew that whatever that was going to happen tonight ain't real, but the temptation was too strong, he could no longer resist her, he wanted to be with her, to be inside her, to hold her.
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Although she was a bit high she knew what she was doing, in her heart she needed someone to appreciate her, she wanted to be loved, wanted to prove that what Ray did for leaving her for another women was wrong. But on the other hand she also wanted the person to be Ray, instead of Kevin, she knew that if she continued there would be no going back, but Ray had left there was nothing to go back to.
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In the dark he could see her perfect body curve, although it was hidden under the duvet he could still feel her, she had drifted off to sleep, but he had stayed awake for he knew the dream would soon be over. The whole time he had not let go of her, he hugged her so that she could feel safe, feel loved and feel secure. He knew that it would be morning soon and that she probably would not remember what happened last night because she was so drunk, but how he hoped that at that moment the time would actually freeze by itself. How he wished that all this could be real.
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His hands provided security, it was strong and safe. But they weren't Ray's, she could feel his breath breathing down onto her neck and his heart pumping onto her back, she could not see him but she figured that he would be asleep. She dare not move for the fear that she might wake him up. She didn't know what had gone into her last night, but she certainly had not predicted this outcome. She still felt sad about Ray's Betrayal, but out of a sudden she felt even worst for what had happened last night. Now not only was Ray the Betrayer but so is she, she had betrayed herself as well as Kevin, and with that she could only respond with a tear that rolled down her cheek.
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